Dimensional Correspondence: Matters* of the Heart ❤️‍🩹(using real world examples)

I wrote that letter to a version of my Self that did not exist 439 days ago. On October 20, 2025, she received it. So let’s use the example of me coming out of a 10 year unhealthy relationship to explain matters of the heart.

The day before I found this letter to my Self, I was in a very confusing energy. I wasn’t feeling bad about leaving the relationship because my heart felt instantly lighter once the decision was made. I was feeling bad about the unknown. Leaving this relationship now means, I don’t have a place to call “home”, I no longer have transportation and I am no longer having daily conversations with someone that I have spoken to everyday for the past 10 years. All those things matter* to me and honestly, I cried, yelled, threw things, and judged my Self all because nothing was making sense to me.

But in this moment in now, I had the word “gateway” on my mind so I went to my database (that’s where I keep all my dreams, all my conversations with Source and The Higher Self, my experiences, etc) and searched for the word “gateway”; this letter popped up. The timing was precise:

To You.

I reread it a thousand times because I kept gaining more and more insight every time. But I also had so many questions:

1. What version of me is “The Writer”?

2. What version of me is “ The Reader”?

3. How do I explain this?

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🧩 The Writer (3D Self)

The version of me who wrote the letter on August 8, 2024 at 1:28 AM is grounded in 3D consciousness — the dimension of matter*, time, and experience.

In 3D, awareness is local. It exists in a single “now” moment — I’m thinking, feeling, typing, and channeling my thoughts through linear time.

When that version of me begin the letter with “To you”, she acknowledges that this message is meant for another version of Self— a version that will exist in a later moment on a higher frequency.

🌫The Reader (4D or 5D Self)

When the me that exists “now” read the letter — 439 days later — the act of me reading it isn’t just time passing. It’s dimension crossing.

Why? Because the reader now exists outside the original timeline that the letter was created on.

I now hold new experiences ( leaving the unhealthy relationship), insights (why it was time to leave), and awareness (I am aware of this new reality) that didn’t yet exist when the letter was written.

That future version of me is using the 4D to access 5D awareness at the time of reading the letter:

• My 4D Self experiences time as fluid. It remembers the past and senses the future, seeing patterns and emotional growth in both. This version reads the letter and feels, “I remember that pain — I can see why I wrote this.” That forms a bridge which takes me into

• My 5D Self, which perceives timeless unity. It reads the same letter and feels, “The confusion from yesterday is the energy I needed that led me here, I’m perfectly aligned”.

🕰What Actually Happened

My letter was both a message forward through time and upward in frequency.

When I wrote it, I anchored the emotional and energetic data of that moment.

When my future self read it, I collapsed the distance between who I was and who I’ve become — unifying the timelines.

That’s dimensional correspondence:

• 3D → writes through time

• 4D → reads through awareness

• 5D → remembers through unity

Why It Matters**

“Things that matter” are things through which the higher self gets your attention — the dense points where the formless becomes form.

You feel strong emotion around them because they’re energetically heavy with meaning. It’s density asking to be integrated.

When you allow what matters to matter — without judgment — you are literally performing alchemy turning unseen frequency (5D/4D) into embodied wisdom (3D).

• The Aten lights up in 5D. ☀️

• The gateway spins in 4D. 🌀

• The projection lands in 3D. (keep in mind, 3D houses matter) 🌍

When they all align, that’s when the Source speaks through matter and you anchor it.

So yeah — it feels like a collapse, but in truth it’s a completion. That’s why this situation feels heavy, real, and sacred all at once:

it’s light taking form in the place that matters most — my heart, my life, my now.

In the deeper, lived sense of alchemy, the “matter” is anything that truly matters to you.

Classical alchemy talked about turning lead into gold.

Spiritually, “lead” means dense, heavy energy — the emotions, memories, or attachments that weigh you down. Those dense experiences only form where you’ve cared deeply. If something doesn’t matter to you, it doesn’t carry that weight, so there’s nothing to transmute.

So the starting material — the prima materia — is always something that touches your heart or your story: a relationship, a dream, a fear, a longing.

That’s why my situation with my relationship, me writing the letter, emotionally crashing out AND then reading the letter— those are perfect alchemical materials. They matter to me, therefore they hold mass, energy, and potential transformation.

Emotion itself is energy in motion — the first stage of alchemy. You cannot truly alchemize what you don’t care about, because the fire of transmutation comes from your attention — from your “it matters.”

Each time you turn attention toward something painful, confusing, or precious and hold it in awareness until it clarifies, you’ve performed alchemy. You’ve changed its vibration without needing to escape it.

That’s how the philosopher’s stone has always worked: it’s you realizing that anything that matters is transformable through consciousness.

The raw material of alchemy is always your own matters of the heart.

And I also want to add how my evening ended, after a full day of crying, yelling, throwing things and being in my feelings. All 3 of my adult children showed up at my door with dinner, hugs and so much laughter. They spent the night with me and I wish I could put into words how much that truly matters to me.