Episode 4: Preheat Your Oven to…

Since the last episode, I've cooked up several real manifestations, plus a jump in energy, creativity, and communication I can't ignore. Things are just different now. Let me walk you through it.

The car 🚙

Someone was kind enough to let me use their car for a while. Then, out of nowhere, they decided they wanted it back — and the way they spoke to me while doing it tried to make me feel like nothing. But I felt the shift before the words even landed. I could tell the heat was rising. Anger, as heat — that's Mars, that electrical charge building right before something releases. I recognized it and could tell something was cooking.

So I told myself to let it go. It was never my car to begin with. And if this is happening now, maybe it's happening because it's time for me to have my own. If I fight the change, I could miss the opportunity sitting right behind it — that's Uranus, the rare door that only opens because something else just closed. I didn't fight it; I let the heat pass through instead of holding onto it.

The vision. 👁️

I had a vision of my grandfather in conversation with a man I didn't recognize — speaking a language I couldn't identify, but it was clearly the thing connecting them. As the vision kept going, I realized the man was the father of a close friend of mine. He passed away a little over a year ago. I never met him in this lifetime.

It was such an odd vision that I sat with it — what could they possibly be meeting about? My grandfather lived on the East Coast. Her father lived on the West Coast. As far as I know, they never crossed paths in this reality at all. That's Pluto — holding both ends of something at once, reaching across a timeline that has nothing to do with linear proximity.

I wrote the vision down. Hours later, his daughter texted me out of nowhere, asking how much my rent was, because it was sitting on her heart to pay it.

I just sat there. Who does that? Especially now, without expecting anything back. She said, "I just want to make sure you're okay." That's Neptune — justice received, not owed, arriving the moment I was tuned in enough to receive it.

And it's Venus too — protective, maternal love, showing up through someone who wasn't even related to me by blood, but chose to tether herself to my wellbeing anyway.

Jupiter carried the whole thing home — the message moving between two people who'd never met, delivered intact, like water finding its way from one place to another without losing anything along the way.

The fast. 🍽️

My ancestors asked me to sit with them for 24 hours and fast. I struggled. I won't pretend otherwise. But I did it.

That's Uranus, fully embodying self before anything else can move. We spoke about beautiful, simple things. Horses, specifically. Then when I went outside, I saw beautiful horses.

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Later that day, I saw a cloud shaped exactly like a horse rearing on its hind legs.

That's the pause Pluto initiates. Not stillness — but motion continuing all around while something holds. I was mid-fast, mid-conversation with my own ancestors, and the outside world answered back in the exact shape of what we'd just been discussing.

The Sun was there too, in the seeing itself — imagination and observation working as one function, recognizing the horse in the cloud the instant it appeared.

There's more I could tell you. A movie I manifested. A fridge that filled itself with groceries I didn't buy or ask for. But those are just lifestyle things. The real story isn't what showed up — it's how I seasoned it to get here.

Enjoy your now.